Rochelle Amanda Holness

Rochelle dear,
I Neva got a chance to meet u but I've been following ur story ever since this wicked vile man decided to take u away from this world. Every time I read about you, tears stream down my eyes. May ur beautiful soul rest in perfect peace. My thoughts are with ur family, especially ur mum who seems so lost since u left her. Mummy take heart. It is well...,ur date will continue to watch over you and as hard as life may seem, continue to be strong for rochelles sake. My thoughts are with ur family always. I Neva knew ur daughter but somehow I love her to bits . May her soul rest in peace. Some people say she is in a beta place but for me, as a mother the best place for a child to be is at home with their family. All the same, continue to take strength from the fact she is now with the almighty who will give her Devine protection. No one can hurt her anymore. One day you will meet again, Only God knows why....RIP Rock! Remain blessed and strong MUMMy

Thelma Suadwah

6 days ago

if i knew.......

if i knew it would be the last time
that id see you fall asleep,
i would tuck you in more tightly and pray the lord, your soul too keep

of i knew it would be the last time that i see you walk out the door,
i would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more

if i knew it would be the last time id hear your voice up in praise i would video tape each action and word,
so i could play them back day after day.

if i knew it would be the last time.
i could spare an extra minute to stop and say 'i love you' instead of assuming you would know i do.

if i knew it would be the last time inwould be there to share your day,
well im sure you'll so many more,
so i can just let this one slip away.

for surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.

there will always be another day to say i love you
and certainly there's another chance to say our 'anything i can do'

but just incase i might be wrong and today is all i get
i'd like to say how much i love you and i hope we never forget.

tomorrow is not promised to anyone
young or old alike
and today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight

so if your waiting for tomorrow
why not do it today?
fir it tomorrow never comes ,
you'll surely regret that day

that you didnt take an extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss and you were too busy to grant someone
what turned out to be their one last wish.

so hold your loved one closetoday
and whisper in their ear
tell them how mich you love them
and you'll always hold them dear

take time to say 'im sorry'
'olease forgive me' 'thank you' or 'its okay'
and tomorrow never come you'll have no regrets abput today

rip rochelle love you always and forever. . . my number one angel. . . lots of love hugs and kisses Rose'anne and baby D'vonte

Roseanne Cumberbatch

October 21, 2011

time passes by

dreams drift away like leaves on water.
they roll down the river and slip out of sight.
too many times we do what we ought.
put off till tomorrow what we'd really do tonight.
and later realize:

time oasses by, people pass on.
at the drop of a tear , they're gone.
lets do what we dare, do what we like,
and love while we're here before time passes by

thoughts are like pennies we keep in our pockets.
they're never worth nothing till we give them away.
but loves like a promise in an un-opened letter.
where nights full of please seldom see the light of day,
when life gets in the way.

time passes by, people pass on.
at the drop of a tear, they're gone.
lets do what we dare, do what we like,
and love while we're here before time passes by

Roseanne Cumberbatch

October 21, 2011

gone too soon but never forgotten. . . our angel up above

hey rochelle. . . i know i havent been around for a while but its still very hard accepting that whatever happened is true. . . im sure one day il be able to come to terms with it along with other people. . . although you havent been around for some time now . . .i recently had a precious little boy on the 2nd of june 2011. . . altough i had a very ruff prengnancy i knew you was there watching over us both when i went it to theater to have my son delivered by c-section, 7 weeks early, although he was only 7 weeks early he was only weighing 2lbs at birth, i come to see you with auntie and nadine the day before i went into hospital , i bought you a nice plant from me and my precious son, although you was gone before my son was even thought of i will always bring him up in your memorie without a doubt, you would have been one of the best god mothers going. . . im sure your watching over as we do our day to day stuff. . .not a day goes by that you ain't you in my mind. . .after i had my son i cried and my heart was shattered to know you will never see him in flesh or in person. . .he will always know about auntie roch. . . thinking of you always angel. . .hope you ain't parting to hard lol. . . love and miss you more then words can ever imagine . . . i came to see you again the day before your annivarsary . . .i was there jamming with your mum and auntie tasha. . .remembering your life and how we used to be seemed to cheer us all up. . . although i didnt have little man with me but for sure he will be brought up to speak good off you, also to trust youwith his life in your hands like many of do already. . . im sure we will speak and come see you again soon. . . love you so much roch. . . rip princess . . .lots of love hugs and kisses Rose'anne and my little man D'vonte. . . .mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Roseanne Cumberbatch

October 21, 2011

gone too soon but never forgotten. . . our angel up above

hey rochelle. . . i know i havent been around for a while but its still very hard accepting that whatever happened is true. . . im sure one day il be able to come to terms with it along with other people. . . although you havent been around for some time now . . .i recently had a precious little boy on the 2nd of june 2011. . . altough i had a very ruff prengnancy i knew you was there watching over us both when i went it to theater to have my son delivered by c-section, 7 weeks early, although he was only 7 weeks early he was only weighing 2lbs at birth, i come to see you with auntie and nadine the day before i went into hospital , i bought you a nice plant from me and my precious son, although you was gone before my son was even thought pf i will always bring him up in your memorie without a doubt, you would have been one of the best god mothers going. . . im sure your watching over as we do our day to day stuff. . .not a day goes by that you ain't you in my mind. . .after i had my son i cried and my heart was shattered to know you will never see him in flesh or in person. . .he will always know about auntie roch. . . thinking of you always angel. . .hope you ain't parting to hard lol. . . love and miss you more then words can ever imagine . . . rip babygirl. . . lots of love, hugs and kisses. . .Rose'anne and D'vonte x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x

Roseanne Cumberbatch

October 21, 2011

Roch.. The Most Special Friend Ive Ever Had..!!

I Remember The 1st Time We Met.. Year 7 Tutor Class.. From Then I Knew We Would Be Friends. We Sang together And Danced together. Never In A Million Years I Would Have Never Have Thought. That You Would Leave Us Here On Earth.. Ur So Special To Us All And Will Always Love You And Miss You... Do U See Me When I'm Looking Up In The Sky..! I Named A Star After U.. Aswell Ur The Only Person Who Made Me Love What I Wana Do.. Now I'm Going Continue It.. For You And Me.. I Lost 1 The Most Special Friends N I Will Never Forget You And Will Never Stop Loving You...

Rest In Peace Roch. :Sunrise 23/3/90 SunSet 25/09/05

Love You Lots From

Rika xxxxxxxxxxxx

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Ree Ree (Best Friend)

September 25, 2011

To a great friend. Minutes

Rochelle.
At least one over minute of one day, is a time im fully unprepared for.
A minute where a important memory crosses my mind.
A minute where i dont know wether to blame or just listen.
As our last minutes together were full of sadness but our past was full of joy.
I can never cry or hurt enough to know i can never hear your voice again.
But im proud to know you was my friend .
Proud to be strong because i had you during hard times. and i will never forget your presence then and now.
our good times are like a cycle in my head.
But they keep spinning ever so quick.
Because although i cant see you in reality. i believe you in my heart.
And my thoughts help me to make a dream last,
even more,
and other then the minutes when we're just sleeping.

Rest in peace Rochy!! Love you & miss you. S xxxx

Sharna Salmon (Friend)

September 25, 2011

Rochelle wit most amazin mum

Have learnt so much about you since meeting ur amazin mum.Both u and ur mum are angels here on earth and in heaven.Ur mum speaks highly of ur brothers and the grandchildren.I hope u are happy where u r now and we will all have many stories and memories of u.Im sure ur blossoming in heaven.Love from one of ur mums friendsxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Niamh Madden

April 14, 2011

my angel how i miss

i miss you so much my baby girl I hope you are ok in the spirt world i cannt help that i miss you so much and im sorry that im so tearful at this time of the year i am try to be strong but it so hard my baby I go group counciling three times a week and it is realy hard and thay are all so good to me please wright to me soon love you alway from mum

Jen B (Mummy)

November 29, 2010

to my baby roch love from mum

i miss you so much i can'nt belive that you have gone .i dont want to belive that you have gone .It is so hard for me you was my only girl . i wished i was with you on that day .i wished i could turn back time and i wished it was me instead of you . if the creater said to me if i give your daughter back what would you give up .i would give him eveything i have my home my car even my life to get you back. people say it get easyer well it does it get's hard as time go on .love you so much and i miss you.you meen the world to me my angel roch

Jen B (Mummy)

November 20, 2010